Chaotic Solitude part 2

FINALLY!

So here's the story, for those of you who don't know it yet:

( And here's a cut for those of you who do... )

But I still wanted to beat Sephiroth, so again, it went unplayed, mostly because of life.

Then I thought i lost the other copy.

UNTIL NOW!

Yesterday I got this unexpicable urge to break out the game and beat Sephriroth. Which I FINALLY did (I swear it seemed harder, but it may have been the fact that I think the last time I tried, my system was still hooked up to the TV that was at the worst angle EVER and now it's hooked up to my computer moniter, not saying this is the reason, maybe I've just gotten better at timing things).

I also found the lended copy, so my original copy still remains unopen. Mostly for the sheer awesomeness of the feat and it looks pretty (shut up, you wouldn't understand).

SO YES! ELEVENTYMILLION YEARS LATER! 
(also known as three... or has it been four?)
I ACTUALLY HAVE STARTED TO PLAY KINGDOM HEARTS II!

My first impression?

 

GOD IT'S SLOW! >.o

Ive got maybe a minute left of this stupid song and I'm running out of footage. >(

GARGLEARGLEARGLE!!

And I really should go back and add more to the first few bits.

This is why I don't work on AMVs very often. That's right. They're a pain in the ass!


D:

Couldn't fall asleep this morning, so I decided to actually try my hand at AMVs again. I've been wanting to do it and I actually was able to find the source files I wanted for this particular one. In the midst of doing it, I wondered, "Why did I stop doing this?"

Oh. Right. I remember.

Takes two hours to go barely a minute into a song, if your lucky.

Garble!

Maybe I'll show the work in progress at some point. I'll probably get this "Why the hell would you do that?" response for the particular choice in music and subject I made, but oh well. Fit to me.

"I wonder what you would look like as a frog."

And she says she's not like J.D.

Lies.

Question to my friends list:
Why do I feel bad for letting this go?
The good thing about not bidding is I have my money for probably something more important.

At least I fought the temptation, yeah?

But I'm such a sucker for newspaper printed things.

So ages ago, when I was little, I had an obsession with a movie called Serendipity the Pink Dragon.

It was horrible and cheesy and perfect for a little kid like me. Every so often, I think back to it. I don't remember much about it, actually, other than the fact that it was very very choppy to the point that even at the age of six or seven, I was thinking "Something's not right."

So today I finally thought of it while on the internet and ran a search.

Low and behold, it was actually a 26 episode anime (see? watching anime and I didn't even know it), and the movie consisted of only certain episodes, cut to a convenient time frame for us kids with short attention spans.

I had another dream about work. It seems to be happening a lot lately. At least I'm not dreaming about Pokettokon anymore (go me!).

The plan is... go to work... see Night at the Museum 2 again, this time with my dad, because Dai and I must share the awesome that is that movie with him... then go check out a friend's new apartment since we haven't seen him in like... forever.

It makes me miss ICC a little. I didn't have to work so hard to see people. At least, when I had normal class hours. My last two semesters, as awesome as it was to have the class schedule I had, they didn't really do many favors for my social life (then again, I didn't particularly have a lot of time during that last one, given I was trying to pass it, graduate, work, and keep Pokettokon from sacrificing itself to angry gods.)

And holy shit, I have to go to work!

I'm just sitting here, listening to my mp3 collection.

When bands start out, they all suck and sound very similar to each other.

Just saying.

EDIT:
Wandering my DeviantART faves, I found this:
http://zucci-zookeenee.deviantart.com/art/Grey-again-9107382

Aww... Zucci... I miss you drawing my characters :(

Tired.

But I shall live.

Glad to be home.

Will make an official post sometime.

Is the shortest it's been in awhile. It's weird.

And my car decided it doesn't like working.

I'm bored. And I'm sick of blowing my nose.

I want to go home.

On another note, I think it's my turn to catch that damn cold. >(

I hate you next week schedule.

Hate.

And I'm kind of scared.

edit: I may as well explain why.

I'm scared about Acen, actually. I'm more or less going by myself. The people who are taking me are just my room, nothing more. Brett likes to be left alone to do his own thing at cons, and I doubt his brother and his brother's girlfriend (who I barely know) are any different.

I'm use to having people there as a safety net. Truth is, while I consider myself to be somewhat smart, I'm also a bit of a sucker. It gets me in trouble. I lost an entire paycheck because of it, and it's gotten me kissed by a hobo. I'm afraid it might get me into trouble again. Not to mention my inability to socialize.

My first year at Acen, I was mostly alone, but I still had friends I could run into and chat with. I still had someone around to help me when my feet gave out and I couldn't walk anymore.
My second year, I had my roomies to fall back on a bit. I still had friends who could carry me to my hotel room when my boots bruised my knees so bad I couldn't stand.
My third and fourth year I had Dai around, which was especially helpful last year when I got dehydrated and passed out.

This year I don't have anyone. Everyone else I know of, I don't know very well or they have their own things to tend to. There's a very very very small safety net and it's constantly moving.

It's a bit nerve-wracking.

I love Acen so much. I don't like regreting that I have my badge. I just hope it'll end up worth it somehow.

I might cry.

When I got back from taking Dai to work.

It was the form of a package and I was confused. I hadn't ordered anything RECENTLY.

Then I looked at the return address

"THE END RECORDS"

I seriously started jumping up and down.

So I open it and the thing is effin' HUGE!

Seriously... eyes went like this O_O

It's a bit weighty too... I know it's three discs, but holy shit man! Thing's a fucking paperweight!

Can't watch it until tomorrow. Eeee! I think I'll blow up from the excitement. I'm so glad I splurged and got the limited edition. They haven't released an actual concert DVD for what seems like FOREVER!

There better be some good shots of Shinya, or I will be one unhappy fanduck! >(

This is me saying "Fuck you."

It's almost six.... in the morning.... why the fuck did you get me up?

With all my hate,
Me

This shit is ridiculous.

It amuses me that I like it so much. I do not have the means or money to wear any of it. I am not a rockstar (note that the last two things wouldn't fit me ANYWAY but not the point).

Seriously, I shit you not. I have no idea why this stuff looks so awesome to me. If I somehow could become famous for wearing expensive bits of thrift store finds from ebay, I'd totally do it. They can give me money.

It's a sickness! I can't buy anything, I'm just effin' BORED!

Either way, it's epic. Leave me alone.
(and those boots are hot, admit it!)

Had to pass this one up because I need to be more responsible with my hard earned money. Slightly saddened, but I shall live. See? Getting better.

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1. Do you like this person?
I believe "worship" is the more appropriate term.

2. How do you call this person?
Shinya, my god, or the most beautiful man to walk the face of this planet. Depends on how fangirly I'm being.

3. Which color do you associate with this person?
Think of the gayest color imaginable. Or orange.

5. Looking at his/her character, what blood type do you think he/she has?
I believe he's bloodtype B officially? *looks it up* Hot damn. >D I think it's rather fitting, though I can see him being an AB type too (I had to look up that information. XD Oh google, you rock).

6. What do you want to tell that person?
Absolutely nothing. My goal at the moment is if I meet him again, to actually make eye contact. Because I am a loser.

7. What do you want to do with this person: hug, kiss or shake hands?
Hug. I've already shook his hand once and kissing seems wrong.

This does happen every so often, when I get inspired by random shit. Like a dream that i don't remember entirely and a song that makes me not forget the dream completely.

The sad part is, I'm too tired to put any of this in affect. So I will have to do this later. I have a new character to draw, but I can't draw him yet because I want to finish the Miyavi first.

Oh, the dilemma.

And holy shit, my phone is totally dying on me and I can't for the life of me remember what I did with my charger.